I have a pain in my soul. I find it so bad I cannot lay, I cannot breathe normally. I feel guilty. I am scared. I am petrified that somebody will leave me. I am..

Am I?

I would have everything if not for this disease. 

I cannot find peace.

I cannot find peace. 

I cannot find peace. 

The emotions. 

I trust only them. 

And I should not.